A Letter to my Brother

This is a letter I wrote to my brother years ago. it was the very starting point of my awakening process...

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My dear brother,

I didn’t work late tonight but couldn’t fall asleep due to so many un-structural thoughts fly over my head since I left Sanctuary this afternoon.

When I thought over things happened for past 2 years, I suddenly “feel” (I am not entirely convinced to recognize the power from IT/HIM/HER yet) there have been “SIGNS” shown to me (let me tell you in person if you are interested to listen). You can’t believe the “SIGNS” is even exiting in the book I just purchased from Elite book store which I thought it was telling a story about a murder case and a detective… haha! The truth is that I feel released and tears burst on the aircraft after repeating the sentence of “I will release the future to YOU” learnt from the book of “Peace Pilgrim”.

To be honest, I can’t really picture the future meaning of what we experienced yesterday, but you seem like a driver triggered changes. Tell you what, I tried to “talk” to the kids tonight but I feel I am not able to do it alone, and even feel extreme unsecured without you aside. That makes me start to believe the reason why we are sister and brother in this life…

In fact, I am still struggling to face a “turn-around” life from extreme here to extreme there if it a destiny…

Oh… headache again… Write to you later.

July 1